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recollection (acoustic)

by l i l a

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1.
the greatest 04:33
from my skin and bones i escape to find out that i’m alone from my words and silence i try to run but i get lost in my own two feet and slowly i flee into the arms of the sea where i will lay my body i will find out where to be i’ll run, i’ll scream i’ll get lost in between but i am the greatest i am the greatest i can be and i took my head folded it like those papers that you will never tell and i took my heart wrapped it somewhere underneath the bed and i promised i would never tell where i’ll lay my body deep in the ground where all the flowers they grew from and i ran, i screamed maybe i died in between still i was the greatest i was the greatest i could be oh i was the greatest i was the greatest i could be and still i am the greatest the greatest i could be
2.
i am a storm i saw a light came back took me by surprise again tonight did you look at the sea bed did it take you instead of the birds i'm psycho over the moon i think too much my feelings creep out just like that every night i hate myself at least ten times a day but it passes me by it passes by and it goes by i think i swallowed the tide the tide you were once my friend now i don't know what we are anymore it's life it's fine i guess birds gone wild i can't take nothing nothing nothing back it hurts my head i want what i should not and what should not desires me i think too much it creeps me out the more i see the less i want the less i want the more i see i'm stuck can't go home not alone so i let it go [psycho] i let it flow
3.
i exist to find out i don’t know how je suis vaste d’un paysage pourtant si bref je me révolte et rien ne vient pourtant tout arrive
4.
i comfort my discomfort but it still eats me in the end the sun is setting down i stay awake anyway so many tales inside i don't know why i am made this way fine art a recollection dark dreams and lack of hope fine dreams a dark collection high fever and broken bones everyone getting gold hands but i am stuck with silver it's a strange feeling [sorrow] i constellate [a fiction] once i was ordinary* now i'm involved with emotions i don't even know the present the past and all the things i always thought i'd never be afraid everyone getting gold hands but i am stuck with silver *sylvia plath
5.
i stand with that soft ice on my face vast fields and some kind of blooming tree little breeze of an infinite wind time is slow and somehow frozen in the mountains in the night tall shadows haunting the plains ahead i see all bright and clear just the beauty of a blissful reverie capture the snow in a sight open window to the south everyone asleep [still life] and soothing light outside all those distant suns they [a]rise one's going to the eye to the hand and to the other eye our hands they want to touch what our eyes see hold on, i hold on to the reverie velvet blue sky lets on an icy white moon dark and shimmering night i've got all those birds flying in front of me all those trees growing up within me
6.
there's a voice in your head saying those demons they're not your friends they're talking they're screaming they're creeping in the night there's a voice in your head saying those demons they're not your friends take them by the hand they'll drown you in hell is your computer making a weird noise again but oh wait, it's not that it's your brain high on some meds or marijane again [that's why you're insane] found asleep at the wheel again this morning said you'd been driving through the night to forget some things in the car the smell of the smoke and the radio still playing this sad song to remind you that everything has still gone out wrong it's your new millennium workout routine learn to let go it's your new millennium workout routine just learn to let go gotta learn to let go learn to let go just let go just let it go just let it all go

about

in the past year i have been trying to reconnect with music. i had long lost the desire to play or write anything new and it made me deeply sad.
one day decided to pick up my guitar, sat at my piano and started playing those already existing songs by myself, giving them a somewhat new life.

and just like that, i had some sort of grant but simple idea: recording them in their original shape and sound, with only my voice and my guitar or my piano. i wanted it to be special and unique so i called my dear friend joey and told him about the idea. he was immediately down with it and suggested we record it together using his [famous] tascam tape recorder.
obviously i said yes. a tape recording was the exact essence i wanted to give to the songs. i wanted people, as they were listening, to have the feeling i was playing the songs just for them, as if they were in the room with me.

recollection [acoustic] was then born. it was february 2022.
it was freezing outside as we sat in the Pantoum studio for two days and recorded the songs in (pretty much) only one take. when we sat and listened to the songs, joey was so stunned by them and the versions i had delivered that it gave me some sort of hope i had lost.
we decided to keep them as raw as they were, with all their flaws and weird noises because it is literally what makes them. those versions will never be the same way again and i am in total awe in front of the art we made. i hope you feel and enjoy them as much as we did in that specific moment.

l i l a xxx

credits

released November 18, 2022

lyrics, guitar, wurlitzer, vocals : l i l a
recording, mixing : joey proteau (gaspard eden)
mastering : benoit fecteau

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soft & slow sounds
from somewhere
between the sea
and the sky
hoping to comfort one
somehow,
sometimes
in the darkest times

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